"Out Of Reach"

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

-Gabrielle -"out of reach"

indochine

I was wilfully drinking magarita and blue sunset whilst listening to drops of jupiter sung by one of the audience. great sensuality. will be back for more tequila~

depression

Missed church sessions for two weeks and piles of jap homework yet to be completed. No work for two days. Instead, we had a two day induction programme at rendevous hotel. Apart from the dull presentations by various senior positions speakers, there's this one indian speaker who stood out from the rest with only four slides,which is why we love him so much. haha. We were served breakfast, lunch buffet at strait cafe and high tea for these two days. I was like binging,taking many servings and this aunty was alarmed at my huge appetite, almost showing disbelief that a gal of my size cannot have done that. haha. maybe im having depression now that i feel like eating everything i see. i feel like puking after i see the gal sitting beside me look thin. think i will be fasting tmr. tata.

cold

first time in this company that i ever dozed off during my work. Blame it on the cool rainy weather. hot mocha saved my ricebowl.back to sleep.zzZZ

fringecut

"hey fringy fringy, here comes the scisscor"
"hmm, abit nerdy leh...ok let me style first"
"tada..afterstyling"
"Successful fringecut. Twist:P"

orange

out of a bluemoon, that witch loaded the fridge with so many oranges. hmm. wonder if the family is gg on a fruits diet. beats me.

nutritional value of orange:

Calories
64
Total fat (g)
0.1
Saturated fat (g)
0
Monounsaturated fat (g)
0
Polyunsaturated fat (g)
0
Dietary fiber (g)
3.4
Protein (g)
1
Carbohydrate (g)
16
Cholesterol (mg)
0
Sodium (mg)
1
Vitamin C (mg)
80
Folate (mcg)
47

误会

我变了。因为，他也变了。
成长过程中产生的误会。
残忍的被当礼物转让。
"保护"的谎言。
电邮的坦白。
我疲倦了。
我觉醒了。
其实我和他很陌生。
是时候。
把误会划上句点。

brand conscious

tell me who out there in this world is not brand conscious when it comes to clothes. Thanks God for making me a woman so i can don myself with lovely designers' wears. Everyone can dress up in abercrombie heritage tees, levis's eve provided U know how to mix and match. Well, that explains why woman is always so busy. Minus the weekdays, leftover are two pathetic days for spas,facial,shopping,manicure & pedicures. Not forgetting to head down gyms to reshape our contours. hehe *)

A classic phrase which i always keep in mind:"there's no ugly ducklings, but lazy pigs~"

Tata~ In the making of a Perfectionist~

cheated~!!!!!!!!~@!#@!$#%@$#%^

This was the most unlucky event in my life. First, i accidentally stepped on my earpiece in the wake of first blink. Second, i went to buy a replacement for it. Stepped out of the shop, only to find that it has only one side, not a pair. immediately, i returned to the shop, asking for a replacement. They tried to compare me with other customers, saying their customers usually buy one-sided earpiece. U bloody retailer, mine is a mp3 phone, you expecting my ear to go deaf on one side meh~ I demanded a special order and they said i can collect it on monday with an additional top up of $20. In all, i forked out $48 for the headset, only to find that singtel charges $35 only. But in singtel, it's in silver not black. Maybe black is ltd edition that's why they are charging at a much higher price. ok, this makes me feels better.

tired

Yet another joker ard. Had lunch with my usual cliques at CJK. On the way, i was raving abt how nice ZJM but when we ordered that dish, it turned out to be Wanton mee.


Junoir den pointed out on the menu, picture showing that CZJM. Senoir and i later break into laughter at our silly mistakes for not aware of the picture before ordering. thanks for the CSB. it did make up for the unpleasant dish before it. SeDap~

CJK-crystal jade kitchen
ZJM-zha jiang mian
CSB-char shao bao

Live life to the Fullest, and i MEAN IT :O)

My dear friend, nvr sob for bad guys who don deserve a single tear from u. Learn to cherish urself more to become a more Beautiful person, and i mean it. you know who u are. Smile :) for great things are awaiting u.

Beauty tipS: Smile more so wrinkles wont surface so easily :0)

chess

Yeh~ i won three rounds of chess. Yet, my score is still so low. my goal is to reach the blue mark.

raining

It's raining so heavily now that i cannot attend my mass later. Alright, excuse. But i don like to go out on rainy day cox i will get drench somehow or rather, no matter how you try to mummified yourself with long sleeves and pants or even carrying an umbrella u can get wet too. sinful me. gonna pray later and confession next week :( .

Since u been gone

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah Since U Been Gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah Since U Been Gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah Thanks to you

Now I getWhat I want
Since U Been Gone
How can I put it?

you put me on I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeahSince U Been Gone
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeahThanks to you

Now I get what I want
Since U Been Gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it

Again and again and again and again
Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeahThanks to you (thanks to you)

Now I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin onYeah yeah

Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)You should know (you should know)
That I get what I want
Since U Been Gone Since U Been GoneSince U Been Gone

bias

i scorn the lesbians. neither do i find gays appealing. i just hate myself for disliking so MANY.
A truly NARCISSIST indeed.

beauty sleep

ever since i got my new baby dell, ive been forgoing my beauty sleep in exchange for the entertainment that it provides. seriously, i need to reorganize myself again~burr

isolated

came back from class not long ago, just in time to catch the last 30mins of DCZ (dachangjin).
chatted with some friends online and realize that how isolated i am from this world. any suagu who doesnt know abt TAMMY's news ? i seem so living in my world that i wasnt even aware of such national news ~~SUPER SUAGU, as u might say.

care to share with me the links? :P

detox

"green bean purges /cleanses body system"
"drink 3ltr of water daily,drink more more"
"no partying,no late nights,bad for skin"
"45kg is horrendous~~, better start toning"
"i envy her defined jaw"

Horrible me, i need to cut down my servings to just water and fruits and herbal soup.

加油!加油!

我离目标不远了。明年一定会实现! 加油!加油! ^^)

ninja

i like the name NINJA. Im proud to say im from NINJA , not UMI.

sunday

another week has passed~

暑い日

scorching afternoon, ended up confining myself in my little rm taking short naps in between. Basically, my saturday was RUIN! And the sequence goes like this:
->breakfast->anime->NAP->lunch->anime->bathe->NAP ->teabreak-> Anime"->bathe ...... ..... ...... ...... Raining Goddess came only in the evening .

shy? no way man~

You Are a Rose

You are a total alpha female who tends to be a leader. Your friends depend on you to hold things together and make decisions. Men are drawn to your feminine powers and strength. While you are the center of attention, you are secretly introverted and a bit shy.

What Flower Are You?

why strawberry?

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

Sweet. Romanic. Genuine.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

am i brainy

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books. You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more. For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests. A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

Double face

Recently, i came across her nick when she logged in, she wrote sth like "sick very sick, sad, someone comfort me". Well, pardon me but i think she is 100% "hua chi" cox that kind of nick which carries the same meaning appears like 365 days. She wants ATTENTION IZZIT~ Seeing me she pretend to look friendly but donno what the heck she speak of me behind my back to my friends. I hate her. Cox she once dated him . Yes, she initiated and it was like a ONS thingy, not that they really went to bed or wat, it's just ONE day of the preserving the title "in relationship". It was a relief that he is sober enought to cease the relationship.

I wonder how long she's going to carrying on HUA -CHI-ING till~ Im not surprised that she hasnt got any close friends except the three of them who are kind enough to sympathize her. I QUITTED this pretentions empathy which i truly believe she doesnt deserve it. Now that she's leading the head after I stepped down, showing her mighty DA-JIE prestige. TOTAL BULLSHITS!!

Hence i blocked her in msn.

KLPT

drop by cambrige language centre to enquire on Korean lauguage and they have only three levels, basic intermediate and advance BUT they do not have further breakdown for each level. Unlike Japanese language, they have further breakdown of basic 1 and 2 , intermediate 1 and 2 and so on.

The course fee starts from SGD250.00 for 10 lessons, lasting 2hr 30mins per lesson. It takes an estimated 2.5months to complete each level. The course counsellor said her students managed to speak korean after basic level as for writing, they will start from intermediate level onwards. Hence to say, they are not teaching verbal and written concurrently BUT just focusing in one area. I requested for a flowchart BUT they claimed flowchart is redundant. I was taken aback when the counsellor asked me when im free to come for class and she was using some marketing techniques and reverse pyschology on me, saying that korean is VERY popular now and they are starting a new class in the end of march, persuading me to register now as seats are limited. NAH! This will NEVER work on GRACE LEONG k~ bad move . I told them i need some time to consider.

Should i just wait till i completed my JLPT 3, den i start korean NEXT yr? uhm~ But i feel like trying out University,degree in japanese next yr cox i missed the deadline. How sad~

holiday

my long awaited curry rice(left) and spicy chicken don (right). Oh ya, sis i found his new blog address. Call me a smartie :) pm me if u wan to know. tata~

BUGS

Can u imagine when ur blogpost's date is preset to one day before??? Im in Singapore, can the administrators pls do sth abt this BUG~??

YASUMI

9th MARCH marks the day of my first official leave taken in honour :)

Sinful

Bought two pints of haagen dazs, RR and CC. Bought CC two nights ago accidentally mistaken it for RR cox mood was rather down, dint really pay attention to the CC label. Half eaten and frozen in the fridge, bought RR last night and finished just now, AMAZING GRACE :)

Right

reached office at 8am. No time to waste, I redo all my entries till 10am. extra 35bucks, dint know to add it to the DR or CR side which eventually will lead to unbalancing again~ Luckily, fanghui overheard this and reminded me that the 35bucks was done at her terminal.Whew~ freaked the hell outta me. Good things come after another. I requested one day leave from my manager and surprisingly, he approved on the spot. That supposedly leave to be taken should be 20th FEB but nvr gotten approved. Yokatta~

Therefore, i need to plan wisely this one day leave as it's hard to come by.. heak heak~ Will terminate my AMWAY membership, no time yah. next, will be meeting up sis for teabreak at curry favour. last, it's time for my ninja class HURRAY~ I still prefer night classes than morning class, but no choice yah, cox of my work. Working here is really fun and unpredictable as u nvr know what exciting things or shit u gotta get urself in. Tired. ZZZZZZzZZZzzzzz

ot

yet another OT and this is the worst OT ever,11pm. for the past three hours, i can't balance my trial balance and had repeatedly search for the entries painstakingly, STILL doesnt balance. no wits, called alle for help. Soon, anther old bird uncle from other department came to rescue. STILL CANNOT BALANCE. Think old bird also kind of fed up with himself for not being able to show off~ haha. He tinkled my officer and one sentence ceased my worries temporarily:"Balance tmr. Go home now." =_=" well at least i can go home now, doubt i can sleep well tonight. Gotta clean up my mess early tmr. Just don understand why cannot balance. WHYWHYWHYWHY???

mass

Evening mass was a pleasure, especially when Father Joseph or donno what his name, does the sharing. He mentioned that when people are in despair, the next door neighbour S.A. tan will further break down our spiritual mood and we will end up even more devastated. Bottomline, STAY HAPPY no matter what happens.

Donno whether my wish came true or wat, i tend to be forgetful these days, just take names for e.g. you can tell me ur name now but the next second i will ask u again. not just names, but things and i tend to make ppl repeat twice or more. Maybe it's a signal to consume more gingko biloba,vit A,C,V,B,D....... bah~ Tmr the cycle is gonna repeat again, my hectic work schedule and tmr is a SUPER PEAK period. My yet-to-be approved block leaves seem so distant. Sighz~

Frenzi, let's AJA AJA together bah.

Bitchy Cousin

She's one of a bloody old bitch who has done a lot of sinful deeds and collecting dust on the old shelf. She's a vainpot who has no culture and clubs literally every single night she can. Caking her face with expensive make ups and ******* with many men outside. She 's a sinful bitch who brought shame to the family. Bloody brainless BITCH.

(i don use such vulgarities UNLESS u had MESS with me!!!!)

Guess I need RR now to simmer down ..

Saturday

Another busy and happening saturday. As usual, I set off in the morning for my jap class. When i opened the door, an unfamilar back with shoulder length curls faced me. "Teraishi sensei's new hairstyle?" i thought to myself. And when i walked towards my seat, TATA~ a new face desu ne~ Not that she went for plastic surgery, it's a relief sensei who was rushing to finish off the lesson and always rant "jikan ga nai, jikan ga nai"<-overpanicky sensei. You will find it amusing when she brings a toygun to class, just to demo a new form. Enough of her okashii actions~

Next, met up with lilian for spa and facial treatment at Rustic Nirvana. It was super relaxing when the therepist applied the clay masque called DA CHANG JING. With the surround system playing those lullaby as what i always call it, and the massaging on your shoulder,neck and face, is really a great pamper to yourself after a long week of strenuous work.

After that met up with sis to shop for our friend's bday present. In the past two hrs, I ended up buying stuffs for myself instead~ Great me iznt it... We had dinner at the crammed pasta mania instead of yaki yuki or suki yaki, whatever it is called. And we finished off with a generous treat @ haagen Daz with my fav rum raisin...finally~ hahahahahaha

cracked heels

这盒可以治cracked heels 的药膏布能用四天。用了之后，觉得脚板真的没那么干燥。如果要看到效果的话，得用一个月哦。总的来说，需要花7盒才行。非常惊人吧。