depression

Missed church sessions for two weeks and piles of jap homework yet to be completed. No work for two days. Instead, we had a two day induction programme at rendevous hotel. Apart from the dull presentations by various senior positions speakers, there's this one indian speaker who stood out from the rest with only four slides,which is why we love him so much. haha. We were served breakfast, lunch buffet at strait cafe and high tea for these two days. I was like binging,taking many servings and this aunty was alarmed at my huge appetite, almost showing disbelief that a gal of my size cannot have done that. haha. maybe im having depression now that i feel like eating everything i see. i feel like puking after i see the gal sitting beside me look thin. think i will be fasting tmr. tata.