dislikes

Things I cannot tolerate or dislike:

1. Ppl who LIE to me and are not truthful to themselves
2. ppl who BACKSTAB me to gain advantage for themselves
3. ppl who break their PROMISE to me which i hold it so dearly
4. ppl who ask REPETITIVE questions
5. ppl who think they are SMART when their IQ are just average
6. ppl who think im VAIN when they are just pure lazy to groom themselves
7. ppl who INTERRUPTS me in a conversation
8. ppl who LEAVE me alone when im sad or in some nitty-gritty issues
9. ppl who is RUDE when i typed "Hi" and they don borther to reply a single shit~
10. ppl who HURT me too deep.

aiyo

duo seh tin zao hei JLPT 4 de hao si le. hau geng ar~

yao hei lauk shui tin...

yi ge man wo dou fan mu jiok. yat shieng dou zao lei 21 sui, fei shang ji pa pa. wo zhuai geng de hei mo yan ge dak wo dei shang yat. hao dou qi, dou hei lei xi chong yin. se man zai xi hao, tei dou yan ga xiu pan yao min qin pun ju gor shang yat dan gou, wo mek dou mo. yao si hao, wo fei shang ji tou yim dan gou. dan hei lei, wo hao hei mong mo yan wui mong ge wo de shang yat. heng mong bah... ...

last min work

why must they always give me shit work and worst, last min task me and expect TOP grade results back~! im no GOD ok, i cannot create miracles for u ppl. Happened so many times and each time is a heart attack when they break this news to me. now i have to rush this shit report for them and they said is for my own good when apparently the MISTAKE doesnt lies in me!!

exercise

Today i woke up feelin my whole body aches... but that's normal for a person who hasnt been exercising regularly for more than 3 yrs :X True to say, badminton is a fun sport and u'll nvr grow tired of playing it when scores are being implemented. After mass, i dropped by royal sporting house looking for proper sportswear like pants, shorts,t-shirts, sling bag and better badminton racquets such as yonex and wilson... the wilson titanum racquet is priced at $70 plus before discount...had the urge to buy it but i know now im on budget so had to plan wisely on wat to buy first or else will end up buying stuffs that i don need and never will use it. really looking forward to weigh myself after a month of regular badminton execises. TArget: 40kg~

personality tests

Your Birthdate: February 8

Watch out Donald Trump! You've got a head for business and money.You'll make it rich some day, even if you haven't figured out how yet.A supreme individualist, you shouldn't get stuck in a corporate job.Instead, make your own way - so that you can be the boss. Your strength: Your undying determination Your weakness: You require an opulent lifestyle Your power color: Plum Your power symbol: Dollar sign Your power month: August

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's" Your Ideal Career?

You Are Internal - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled internally.If you want something, you make it happen.You don't wait around for things to go your way.You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a realist when it comes to luck.You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...But you do your best to try to make your own luck. You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.You realize that working the system does get you further.You know who to defer to and who to control.When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

Sweet

im indulge in this sweet little private world of ours. ^^)

happy

oh ya, my known 13yrs brother is gg ns. planning to throw him a farewell dinner with the rest after my exams. ive been quite busy lately and thanks for the companionship of him when im down. so far ABER is quite nice and humorous. but one thing is his brown eyes is so captivating. lolz, im in love with his eyes yea~

blah

In less than 3 weeks time, he will be gg in to join his green day with the rest. omg, gg see his botak look soon. muahahahaaha~

Love...

love is sweet :)

test2

tmr's test 2 and i don see myself preparing for it now. overconfident? bah~ maybe i shld just rewatch my pot again to improve my listening, gd idea yea~ talking abt POT, the vcd i borrowed ended @ 160 epi which is a sad sad thing cox they are 178 epi altogether. where are the remaining 18epid~ have this urge of splurging on vcds again but i know the past few mths i had bought a total of 6 drama sets in total, which is amazingly crazy as some ppl would define me ") i know i shld curb my extravagance lifestyle but it's such a torture. another one mth more to bear~ endure, i must :{

p/s: santa santa, drop me my pressie on my rooftop xmas eve yea~

curse and swears

This is gg to be a bloody post full of vulgarities, though im down with fever and flu now. my boss called me in the morning again, blaming me for falling ill 3 times in less than two weeks. He think i wished to be ill izzit? i was sneezing terribly bad ystd and why cant they bloody adjust the temp of the aircon, why must it always be at freezing pt~

That was one and he continued, "I hand over the phone to XXXX XXXX, u tell her your jurongville outstanding tasks" And i start to give instructions to her. She replied, have u submitted on the internet~ Hello miss, this is an offline survey. If is online, i would have finished all the statistic works earlier, no need u to touch at all~ After bloody countless repetition, she still donno what im talking abt. Im not speaking indu or martian language to her leh, wah liao, don force me scold u in jap next time, make u even blur. More dramatic thing i find is she's always pretending in the office, like those kind of DA XIAO BA GAO person. She dont get wat i mean and she complained to my boss, ask him to listen on HER BEHALF~~~~~~~~~ Ridiculous, and boss started blaming me for not finishing the work now coxing such a mess. Bloody hell, boss u are the one who assigned me so many diff tasks and halfway while i was doing, u instructed me to stop and finish other new tasks first. I FLARED at him right at the phone for the first time. "you gave me alot of things and is so messy, how to finish in such a short time."

And he bobian and remained silent. Im losing the jumbo family feel. Hope that XXXX XXXX didnt get her work permit. SEeing her so poor thing that she did not know the procedure for applying work permit and PR, and i kindly gave her some advices. SEe that's how this ppl treat u back. BLoody asshole ~ cant go back to sleep now. bloody ganna wake up by that call. IM VERY ANGRY. im losing the warmth of jumbo family.

sadness

i loathe her.
i loathe singing.
a deep cut indeed.
i stop singing.

Audition

Yeh, im gg for audition~ we singing this

你是我心中的惊叹

爱原来是这么个模样
近在眼前却不一定能够一眼看穿
过往四处探访却总是徒劳而返
只一秒你就轻易的攻入我心上
该怎么形容我此刻的感想
如果你了解我过往的渴望
当过尽了千帆你还在身旁仿
佛是一道曙光
你怎么知道我还等待情感
当所有人以为我喜欢孤单
是你敲我的门再把我点亮
你是我心中一句惊叹
原来比希望更希望
在生命中有个同伴把心事都交换
际遇一面海洋孤单总随我飘荡
是不是你就是我的唯一的希望

another drastic event

Tired and famished, i opened the fridge and immediately leaked out a sharp yell at her. "where's my box of chocolate", i questioned inquisitively. She just pointed to the middle compartment of the fridge and gave me a simple reply,"transferred to a container". "where's my box????", "Take up space and i threw it away"
"if u find it unsightly, the least u could do is throw it on my desk, why throw away the box which is so impt to me????" i was fuming all the way. Late at night, i ordered kfc delivery MYSELF. call me chidish as u wished but i cant stand ppl touching my property.

mighty bunches

my students keep irritating me by playing this cockcroach song from the advertisment, tat goes "aiyaya, bupa bupa lang (shortform for zhang lang)".... CRAZY~~~ =_="

什么叫真爱

崎岖的道路上
我们和他插肩而过
虽然知道自己
也成为他的奴隶了
但是我不敢去承认
心灵虽会孤单
无足的我不想
落成心碎的下场
我向往自由及快乐
真爱不再我字典里了。

true love

chatted with paywen jiejie not awhile ago and she was curious abt how yunyun's bf looks like. yun described her 25yr bf until tian shang you, di shang wu. but honestly, she said true love is blind. i don believe true love will appear for me, so i don wanna chat on further with her. tata

Sensei no tanjoubi

yeh~ 17 th nov was horiike sensei 's bday,ystd. but paywen jiejie keep arguing is 19th, bakero lah~ my sensei 's info more correct than ur classmate's ban tong shui de jap. haahaa :P anyway, heard from paywen jie jie tat horiike sensei is gg back to japan in dec for xmas.......coming back next yr.....argggg, no more good looking sensei for awhile. even he's not there for this period of time, i wont aim Nagakawa sensei. way too old le...haha...

pre-audition

mood: excitement fills me to the top........

we have chosen to sing cheer chen's 还是会寂寞. gg audition this sunday :O

KBOX Competition

Paywen jie jie and me taking part ... for the sake of the car only lah, lolz..

muted

midnight now and i noticed sang woo oppa updated his blog and wrote a few lines in korean~ that's perfectly alright for him to write in his native language BUT poor me don understand a single word. now my friend eunha is not online yet else i would have depended on her to be my korean translator. AR. i feel helpless and muted.

epal

any koreans wanna be my friends? arg.... i need some help here to translate wat oppa has written... doubt i can sleep well tonite. ARGGGG.

MC

i caught a cold last night so i visited the polyclinic in the afternoon. It was my first time to polyclinic and wasnt familar with the registration new patient has to go thru. The whole process from queuing to registration to consulting the doc to queuing for medicine again took an hr. I managed to curb my impatientness by listening to mp3 since i don see any magazines ard for patient to kill their time while waiting.

Finished at 4pm, an hr left to the closing time at M1. I won a pair of free movie tickets to Transporter 2, lucky me but the redeemption place at Jurong so i guessed an hr is not enough for me to walk to mrt, waiting time and traveling time. i had better wait till my friend to redeem on my behalf. So wat did i do for the rest of the evening? i strolled to NP and settle some long overdue bills etc. NP is always improving and today i see two new stores, one for taking neoprints while the one beside is TENCHI comic house. Surprise man~ Tenchi relocated from the coffee shop opp NP to NP 3rd level ~ So i soaked myself in the store and saw this POT movie in dvd version. Even more surprise is they are selling POT vcd and DVD. as for the dvd they have the full set from epi 1 to 176. as for the vcd format up till 160 only.. arg...so i borrowed the vcd one cox cheaper :X upon paying, i renew my membership at the same time. Finally, i get to choose sth which pleases my eyes. POT memb.card *scream* last time i got was Hikaru one which i had to bear for one yr. Amazing NP~

Decision

saturday is meant the to recharge themselves at home and nt going back to the office doing some insignificant things. now i hate saturday. alot of happenings in the jumbo family. two jumborians are leaving soon because of the nature of that place. i feel disappointed and want to leave with them too. luckily there is one jumbo ard who may be leaving at the same time with me.

evening approaches, i went to the fune class for the first time. as usual i sat in the front and most pupils looked like in their late 20s or 30s and i seem to be the youngest there. most have formed their cliques of friends so im left with no partner. nvrm, my intention of moving to a saturday class is to make myself concentrate in learning the language cox exam is near the corner and i don want any distractions etc. Honestly, fune class is not as enjoyable as my ninja class cox all the ppl seem dead and nearly put me to sleep during the lesson. Hopefully paywen jiejie can hurry catch up my class and she can join me as well :)

Got back my result, yup,met my sensei's standard to score 70% and above which is considered the safer zone. but im still nt happy with my result. Meeting the school standard is one thing, but meeting my standard is another thing cox im not the BEST yet. im AIMing to be the best in school, like who i was once before. i can see it coming with just a little bit more effort from me. i will jia you to be the ichiban gakusei in IKOMA. A promise.

Something happend...

thanks sis for the hospitality :)

Well... ...

Drank 2 bottles of 500ml water and one free bottle of lemon tea with courtesy from my asst. Think he saw me shout until no voice, lolz. Anyway thanks buddy.

Today ended class quite late and ate my first meal at 7pm in a nearby foodcourt. During mealtime, jas and i were complaining and lamenting this and that. One advise for u gal is THINK positively~ sometimes it's good to be realistic but most of the time u must bear a positive thinking in order not to affect the outcome.

in the making of a future INTERPRETER :P

shi sheng

ah, i 1shi 1sheng soon. don xiang y y, im saying losing voice soon. ~ i have a stupid fat "cat" at home. i miss curry house.

One big family

woa~ this family is growing bigger with our current no. First was lan jie jie leading the troop, follow by me. Next i lead the other three in, jas jason and the other one nt counted, PT only lolz. Now, sis is coming in soon. One happy family :) Shall give a name to my family. Shepherd? sounds chim and not funky. uhm... ...Jumbo family cox it's 4ever growing lolz~ Jumbo jumbo~

可惜不是你.....

这一刻突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天今天同时在放映
我这句语气原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据
差一点骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己
努力为你改变却变不了预留的伏笔
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上双眼我还看得见

可惜不是你陪我到最後曾
一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

那一段我们曾心贴着心
我想我更有权力关心你
可能你已走进别人风景
多希望也有星光的投影

努力为你改变却变不了预留的伏笔
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上双眼我还看得见

可惜不是你陪我到最後
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

可惜不是你陪我到最後曾
一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
谢那是你牵过我的手还能温暖我胸口

blogspot

have u ever wonder why is blogspot called blogspot in the first place? this hit my mind when i mistyped blogspot.com to blogpost.com . See that, maybe the developer of blogspot.com type too fast like me when it's supposed to be BLOGPOST instead of BLOGSPOT and ended up this mistake and maybe correction of the name would incur losses etc.. maybe i think too much. nite

ramblings

someone pizz me in the afternoon. as usual, such ppl exists on earth and that's the creation of God's work. wo ren!!!! here comes another thing which i long wanted to share with ppl who take cab frequently. Some taxi drivers have no sense of direction and u need to help him search your route to your destination in their Street Directory that they always carry along with them in case they may make boo boo~ Well, im not blaming them for not knowing their way well, maybe their company shld give them some mo ni ce yan constantly to get them get more familarise with the landmark etc.

ramblings goes on and on...

skipping maniac

Yahoo~ another PH tmr. Im skipping for the third time tmr,although my calf aches abit. In order to sustain, have to turn on ur music loud :) Yippy im skipping tmr..Skipping skipping~

November movie mania

From 13th nov onwards, i will pamper myself with a movie treat every sunday~being an m1 user entitles you 50% off for movie tix at cathay orchard :) Here are a list of movie i wanna watch

1. Sympathy for Lady Vengence (starring Lee Young Ae)
2. April Snow
3. Oliver Twist
4. Harry Potter and the Globet of fire
5. The Family stone (handsome Dermot mulroney is in~)
6. Two for the money$$ (Al pacino leh, who wan to lose out :P)
7. Pride and Prejudice (A classic and unbeatable romance)
8. Wild beasts (kwon sang woo leh~ )