unlucky part 2

I NEED A BLOODY FAX MACHINE NOW~

unlucky

why? train delay of 40min->late for second appt-> bad impression-> ang moh lady-> outcome ?

supper

late night supper, tempting though, but it distorted me~ *screams* gotta STOP supper and back to starvation *sob sob*.

movie

rainy day. edmund is too much of himself at times, lucy is adventurous, susan is a vase and peter is chivalrous. narnia is great~

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best quote

"No matter who says what, you should accept it with a smile and do your own work." -Mother Teresa

me

What does your handwriting say about YOU?
The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones. You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present. You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action. You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

xmas dinner @ sofra

Thomas Alva Edison :
I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.

Robert F. Kennedy:
Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly.

Albert Schweitzer:
Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

wait till u're older

last night, i watched this tear jerker movie starring andy lau and karen mok. I couldnt control myself but weeped. This story depicts a little boy who has stopped growing ever since his mother commited suicide. From then he hated his father and the stepmother. But what he dint realise that his mom was the third party nt the stepmother. The funnywitty part is he always run away from home and demanded money when his father trys to persuade him to go back. Deep down in his thought, he wanted to save up all these money so that he could run away for once. There was once incident where he accidentally fell, sustain a cut from the glass pieces which contain a solution to speed up hormones and enable human to grow into adult at one night. He was elated and did alot of things which turn out good. Eventually, he grew old too fast and .... (that's the sad part) He resolved his sour relationships with his stepmom just before he past away at a very young age but a fragile oldman appearance.... *weep*

sometimes in life as we mature in our thinking, we tend to look at one side of the problem. if only we had seen our problem from another angle, we might nt end up hurting others or yourself.

rejected

Im bloody fuck up by them. wasted my 3days just for their rejection email~~~ why can't they reject me on sunday instead so i could start afresh the next day??? bad mood

optrex

had an eye bath and now my eyes feel refresh and clear :P

Boring tuesday

today is a boring day. stuck at home typing, with nth on my mind . boring..... how can i be bored...come on...i need to go out...dancing ...clubbing......

conscience

i feel like im cheating but i don really wan to. today i found my conscience and i stopped~

Second interview

Two days ago, I went for my second interview and they reassured me that i am selected for this position. But they need to reconfirm with the Principal who was not present throughout the interviews, and promised to give me a call to inform me the branch that I will be posted to work. From ystday afternoon till evening, not a single ring on my cellphone from that company. Does it signals that I have been rejected for this job OR were they just simply too BUSY to remind me ? i have a hunch that sth is not right... woman's intuition~

me

me is just me, i will NOT change even with the levelled pressure from my peers!! I have my own sense of fashion statement and expanding group of network. I am a gal who seeks freedom and detests restrictions.

flu

go away flu bug!!! im now feeling drowsy especially when this flu bug hit me.

diamond

i want to be a diamond before i turn 24.

result

today, they tested my IQ by giving me 6 tests each to be completed within 45sec. It was like speed writing! haiz. managed to complete one paper and the rest done half only.

Night time, that Teraishi sensei make me very Pei fu her. she asked us form a synthesis with the new vocabulary instead of playing the casette. now, i still rem what im taught. Got this urge to shift to her class~ :X but cannot beipan my sensei leh. Wait till finish JLPT 3 and sensei return to japan, i will most probably join teraishi sensei's class. What is most uninteresting, the students there are old and d***. so boring when they ans question. but the sensei is gd, she know's how to break COld jokes hehehehehe.

interview

yeh~ im gg for interview tmr. hopefully, I can be selected cox i have always wanted to work in a japanese company. God bless~

tuesday

:)

demoralized

a stronger person, i will become
cry not, is wat i must
for i will not be defeated by them

*in the midst of recovery*

poetic mood

roamin' souls in the dark
searchin' in vain for the exit
that never exists
belief is what that hold them strong
till now they are still roaming
aimlessly for that exit
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roses' buds sliently emerge
slowly as it blooms
ready to embrace the sun's warmth
but as the breezing wind grew stronger
withered edges start to surface
soon what's remained is that branch

last day

my kids aka students finally finished their video and i sincerely prayed that they could win a platinum for themselve cox they've been staying back almost everyday for a month. And im gonna make this my last school cox i don intend to work with this current company any longer. I have not tender my resignation yet but i will wait till my contract ends in next year mid of jan. One by one, either my friends resigned or fired by this unreasonable boss. i feel injustice for them. There was a rumor that they were once blacklisted before. i hate to slog for bosses, yes, BOSSES who never keep their words and always task u last min work and blame u for yr attitude problem. Alot of trainers go in and out simply not because everyone of them 's got attitude problem. it becox the organization itself is not fixed and the management truly indeed needs to do some soul-searching.

hopeless

i feel so hopeless when my cellphone went low batt and pathetic when my mp3 wen flat too...
and poor brother 's application was rejected at the eleventh hour WITHOUT any reason given to him. He's gg to be a diver instead. Feel sad for him ...as he always wanted to become a policeman, his ambition since 8yrs old. Cheer up bah~

I believe God 's arrangement for some things has it's reasons behind.

after harry potter last nite, my next movie will be the promise.

Firecrackers..

just kidding, and if u've got brain to think that it's actually ILLEGAL to let out firecrackers in Singapore, a fine country ^^)

Finally JLPT 4 exam is over... and back to the usual routines for now. migraine came back right after i finished my exam...probably i dint sleep enough last night~ anyway, this month's gg to be packed with events too. Friday movie + dinner with my sec friends cox brother is turning botak next monday Whoopie~ and next next week another movie date with aber. And a xmas dinner with sis they all at Sofra, again. Fizah, hope u can come k? we dint see ur pretty face for a long time~ miss ya~ and i need to start knitting scarf for someone le *hehe*

...and that thing got snapped from my cellphone, fate bah~ sis, u gotta get me new ones wor~

nice pics on the way, stay tune~

new discoveries

i just found out that i was born on a Friday~ and my nric issue date falls on sang woo's oppa birthday~ real concidence~
haiz, interpreter or teacher? teacher or interpreter? haiz~ ans will be unveiled one month later~even i donno the outcome. sighz

tou yim lei

yi qin, lei tong wo kong wui bo wut wo. Dan hei yat ji yi luoi, duo hai lei zai shuang hai wo. yin mai lei, wo ham gor hou duo qi. yin mai lei, suo yi wo tong lei kong wo de sham xi. yin mai lei, wo kong dai wa, kong ji gei yao nam pang yao. yin mei lei um ji kong dong wa, suo yi wo um xiang bei lei ji. wo um xiang zhong yi lei. wo tou yim lei. wo fei chang zi tou yim lei. bei hai lei hei wor juet hao de fang fat.

gek seh yan

i don like him to seat at my place.