gimme power, pls

i find myself helpless in situation that needs me but i can't do anything for u. i understand u met ur downfall but rotting urself at home and further self-degenerating with constant clubbings wont solve your problems. the problems residing in you cannot go away by just popping dormicums nightly. STOP destroying yourself, i wished you could listen but your stubborness is murdering you slowly. just because u're a cycle older doesnt mean u are right in any sense. u make no sense at all, that's my heartfelt words. if only you think with ur heart, u will understand we're trying to help u rather than ur fair weather cats and dogs who bring u to no good ends. if that day do come, we will bring u to rehab. though tears may rain hard, but in return of a refreshed u is what we hope for.amen.