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updates updates~ your princess is here with more updates on her recent activities. actually, she has been financially grounded @ home for the past one month. your dear highness has not received her lastest salary from that old shithole company. :X
no pay meaning no entertainment~ after 2 email complaints and 2 phonecalls, all she received is a chequeless payslip. wtf!! now she's typing her FINAL complaint.

so far, she's doing well in her new job, but her ongoing plan to slim down may go down the drain. Blame it on GS, the culprit, lining up with stalls selling tasty and CHEAP local food. oh well, she will try her best to overcome these temptations though. Jia you.

besides the complaint letter, ur highness is in a state of confusion now. after relocated to this new environment, she finds it convenient and the oppt to further study arises. her company will sponsor 6k and the rest by urs truly. not a bad deal afterall as their staff. as u know, princess is a fun and loving young kid at heart who wish to travel ard to meet new friends. plans to travel this year popped on her mind AGAIN~~ contemplating between serious matter and one which hold less priority, i will be cursed by friends if i choose the latter.

she has since gave it a serious thought. Basic degree means better advancement in job and MORE $$ BUT it also means serious biz for 3 bloody,long yrs. If i were to choose the latter, i could travel for 6 times in total, attend summer course overseas, and shop till i dropped dead on the ground...wahhahaha...

alright,back to serious talk now. what if i chose to take up a degree, relevant to my job nature, it also meant giving up my dream to become an interpreter/translator that is less attractive in terms of salary package. A wrong foot on the previous one turn on my fear of repeating history itself.

my heart and speech nvr tallies, not even once. what do i want??? i don no...