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final

2007-07-19T05:08:00.000-07:00

19 july 2007 marks the day i had food poisoning. Initially it was terrible, the pain and cramps i went through is unbearable and flashbacks screen thru my mind.

i am closing this blog for real due to personal reason. This time, is for real and im heading towards the humanity realm. In the past, sadness and happiness lead me on. But now, i should stand proudly and do things i want to do and not just some lip service only. Thanks to my friends who visit my blog these past few years. Yours truly, though it's saddening to part, is leaving for good.

Good bye.

yours truly,
Grace Leong.

mag birthday

2007-07-08T08:21:00.001-07:00

photo gallery

sheep counting

2007-07-04T10:09:00.000-07:00

"bah~ bah~ black sheep..." here i come again, counting sheeps... oh btw, thankie to kam kam for being a loyal supporter of this pathetic and full-of-wailings blog.

quick updates of myself. recently, i was converted to permanent employee, which i had waited for eons~. *shy* But i heard the bonuses drawn during appraisal period is not as good as Merryl and CIMB. boo~ oh well, it's better than nothing afterall.

Last week, zhihao N ruby N yours truly spent a pleasant evening @ starbucks for a hearty chit-chat. and i still remember my six bucks, one quartered drank hot chocolate grande being messed up by our dear uncle zhihao's baggie. And i guessed we're pretty noisy in the cafe, drawing disapproval eyes from the surroundings. Gomennasai~ but cant' help it. :X

not much happenings last week. shall write more next time. tata~

my dream

2007-07-01T11:47:00.000-07:00

communication has always been my favourite subject, even till now. But the demand for biz graduates seems highly favourable than graduates from the arts. This society is too saturated with biz graduates, so i told myself to move on with my interests instead. A daunting task which risks money spent and the precious time invested in it.arrrr.... i really hate myself for being such a coward. in all, i hate making decisions. although i have the skills,however, it often ended up in a mess with unsynchronize thoughts and speeches- i have problems in scheduling data in a neat procedures. am i dyslexia or what?? ah... i need some peace for now....God pls kick the problems outta my mind fast fast~. burrrr

adamant

2007-06-20T08:34:00.000-07:00

it's frustrating when your leaves got cancelled last minute. I feel sad for christie who spent only halfday with her niece in the surgery room. It was like war!! I meant my workplace. All the oldbirds had left one by one, feeding the greener pasture out there. Today TC2 was down by 4 freaks and one managed to escape from her claws for she is in Malaysia now. Good one~

i need a break. It 's either Seoul or Taiwan. taiwan will be august. seoul will be sept for the Fall season. which one??

17-18 june

2007-06-17T09:50:00.001-07:00

cellphones

2007-06-12T10:46:00.000-07:00

oh Gosh, i bet this is the first generation of its kind that's coated in purity color. Having my contract due in a few mths time, im able to change a new cellphone, at long last (*deep reliefs*). It was love at first sight with this model BUT whoever made this phone a 3G-function-less should be banished to the 13th hellgate.

In this techno-revolutionize era, users w/o 3G function cellphones are like one in million ??? Im already a year OUT-dated behind others, still holdin' on the E730C which i believe have gone into extinction now.

Is there a way i could install 3G into this baby? or cast a spell on it and make it 3g-able. *giggles* alright alright, i have gone mad with this baby.

Enough said, guess i would have to bear the pain letting go my baby T_T ... and go for this small screen clamshell. should i or not? advice? anybody?

BoAちゃん

2007-06-09T17:53:00.000-07:00

やっぱり BoAちゃんが　ブログを書いてるね。
http://blog.oricon.co.jp/boa/　
BoAちゃんのフャンすへ、ぜひみてくださいよ～

1.2.3.4.5

2007-06-09T04:53:00.000-07:00

Hurray~ i caught 2 fishes today.

Alright..alright, at least the fishes i caught are 2times bigger than ikan bilis :P

i am...

2007-06-07T16:50:00.000-07:00

sssttruggg---ling...

breakdown

2007-06-07T09:22:00.000-07:00

i've been so brave... till now
the usual cherry side of me flag down...at last
loomin' the darker side omen...
problems havin' reached the bottleneck
will break unexpectedly, sooner or later
once again... the hollow wound is hurting
deepening the pain u inflicted upon me ... again and again...
foolishness fell on me which i shld had realize by now
return no more... return no more... :'(

am i?

2007-06-05T09:29:00.000-07:00

im confused.

extraction

2007-06-02T03:13:00.000-07:00

PAIN !!! PAIN!!!

my greatest fear --> 歯医者

Vesak Day

2007-05-31T10:29:00.001-07:00

Another public holiday for me to slack at home.
This time, for sure, im gonna lose weight and baby fats on my cheeks. Hurray~
actually, i cannot sleep now that's why im scribbling nonsense here again.
and that stupid radioblog is not working on me again!!! vexed to core~

my 23birthday, still a long way to go though, is the start of Spring.
donno the meaning??? secret!! hmm... 1.42am now.. few more hours to 6am.
zhou gong pls send me to fantasy island.

p/s: guess i need to stop coming online daily. need to get alive with DS lite~

tteokbokgi

2007-05-27T08:37:00.000-07:00

Like the old sayings, the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment u will get. True enough, i shouldnt have praised so much about this korean snacks. ~不味いよ

hot summer!!!

2007-05-26T09:49:00.000-07:00

Flashbacks of POC 3 scenes, the ending was unexpected. I hoped for a fairytale ending BUT it was not. Anyway, thanks to Merryl linch Co. for their complimentary tix :P

now, im eating my 5th stick of Meiji ice-cream. still, it dint cool me down. :(
Chatted with an old friend this afternoon, complaining to her on Singapore's unusual hot and cold weather :( One happy news she shared with me , baby Curtis is coming to Earth soon, Congrats to Linda-san :)

recently, nth happening except that cheena actually bought her INU from japan to Singapore. wondering if that INU could tolerate all year round summer here ^O)

good night for now.

so extra !!!

2007-05-08T08:22:00.000-07:00

in the class today, i met this student who is so extra. i was seated right at the back as usual. this woman seated in front of me was supposed to pair up with the girl beside her and me during brainstorming session. Guess what??? When the girl turned her back to face me, she didnt even borther to turn 180degrees. ur butt stuck with superglue izzit???. SO what if u are transferred from a fulltime class. does it means u're better than us??? and her notes are splashed with KANJI(s). mind u. she is from China and always rushing to read ahead of the class. ATTENTION SEEKER and HAO LIAN.

first half of the lesson was a waste of time pairing with such idoit. Teacher sensed sth amiss, so during the second half of the lesson, she paired me up with my usual nice partner, alice who was seated across the other row.

im not showing any prejudice against ppl from that place BUT her actions really bring the country 's glory to the drain. detestable creature~

to add on, her usuage of particles sucks to the bottom~

何だろ

2007-05-05T01:36:00.000-07:00

my collegue, sitting across me, is in love... with that tortise- 亀梨。every evening after work, she will not fail to OT just to search on the net for that KAME 's jDrama. oh, did i mention that she has tons of Kat-tun's collection on her bedside. kame...kame...everytime u hear her say this for sure. kame tte zen zen DAME yo!!!
旬様だけ。。万歳！

revamp

2007-04-28T00:00:00.000-07:00

"revamp me once more."

ユンナ　- ほうき星

2007-04-27T19:52:00.000-07:00

Blood type

2007-04-14T19:38:00.000-07:00

Japanese researchers did a study on human blood group (so damn true!!!)--> http://www.furby.co.jp/

About blood group B woman:

Studies show that B-woman is charismatic and cheerful but self-centered. However, they will be there when friends in need of help. In many situations, B-woman tend to be mistaken for any wrongdoings which they have not committed. Guys tend to mistake her kindness for likings. She may be nice to you BUT it doesnt implies ANYTHING at all. She is also good in engaging small talks, lighting up the stale atmoshphere with her sense of humor. You can tell apparently whether B-woman likes/dislikes that fellow right from her face. If she dislikes, no matter how funny the joke can be, the smile wont lit up. Money management is not at her fingertips.She can be a workaholic if she likes her job else otherwise. Last but not least, she craves for a romantic and mature relationship.

*translation not provided for other blood group. pls go translate yrself ^^)*

Combat yoga...

2007-04-14T17:40:00.000-07:00

is very fun and tiring coz it exhausted all your energy gained from last night sleep.
early in the morning as usual, we went yin yoga first and followed by combat yoga. before lunchie, we made a big discovery which i shant' spill it here :X And the lunchie we had was a variety of dim sums and the famous thai beef noodle soup. nope ~ not from the Thai stall surprisingly.

next, we walked ard looking for cool and nice shades :) on the way, we met daddy joppie with opps :X another big discovery here. *rofl*

in the afternoon, i went there to Q for Donut intentionally. i tot i was early but who knew that the Q was 3 times longer than weekdays. OMG FAINTed~ shall Q next week early morning!!!!

late afternoon met paywen jie and we strolled from esplanade, clark quay where we saw some dragonboat rowers, and then to raffles place, our final stop wehere we had a sip and talk @ BK. we chatted till the shop closed.

and i went back home Donut-LESS~~~~

what is love?

2007-04-07T05:42:00.000-07:00

"love is like the wind, you can't see it but u can feel it" this romantic phrase can reduce a woman to tears. And i would like to add on, "turning a demon to an angel is a miracle, only the power of love could do that". *sobbing*

gimme power, pls

2007-04-05T09:28:00.000-07:00

i find myself helpless in situation that needs me but i can't do anything for u. i understand u met ur downfall but rotting urself at home and further self-degenerating with constant clubbings wont solve your problems. the problems residing in you cannot go away by just popping dormicums nightly. STOP destroying yourself, i wished you could listen but your stubborness is murdering you slowly. just because u're a cycle older doesnt mean u are right in any sense. u make no sense at all, that's my heartfelt words. if only you think with ur heart, u will understand we're trying to help u rather than ur fair weather cats and dogs who bring u to no good ends. if that day do come, we will bring u to rehab. though tears may rain hard, but in return of a refreshed u is what we hope for.amen.

blood donation day

2007-03-31T21:32:00.000-07:00

happily i woke up, feeling refreshed and saintly coz today is my big day-blood donation. Qian acc me to chartsworh school and we saw a few of them present only, mostly from hopes church comprising mainly of indonesian devoutees.

After i registered myself as a walk-in volunteer, the I/C passed me a black file containing questionaires to fill in. usually, we would tick 'no' for all but the questions were really tricky. take this for e.g: do u know that aids carrier can pass the diseases thru blood donation? and i ticked 'no' which later Qian corrected me to a big 'YES'. funny izznt it. i should have read the questions though. oh well.. next, i proceeded to the body checkup. Upon standing on the scale, the I/C disqualified me coz i weighed below 45kg. i weighed 43kg tat day... tot i saw 45.5 kg at home...hmmm my scale's pointer must have gone haywired~ what a wasted trip. but they thank me for coming. hehe.

after parted with qian, i went kbox with xian and lan jie jie. it was really an eye-opener for me coz i nvr knew lan jie jie could sing. 5hrs of monkey jumping and lions roaring, goodbye time was here once again.

天使与恶魔

2007-03-25T05:44:00.000-07:00

不说你不信，世上真的有恶魔与天使存在。我家就有两只恶魔，老的与懒惰的。
可怜的天使必须偷偷的报名读书。如果被恶魔知道了，天使就没有上天堂的机会了。

恶魔非常坏，会打扰天使宁静的看书时间。哎哟。恶魔本性就是坏心肠，我在说什
么啊 -_-|||

以上如有类似，不要气馁，请一起加油吧。最终，恶魔会被击败的。我鼎你。加油
~

cry

2007-03-24T00:55:00.000-07:00

presentation is not my forte. interpretation course is fulltime only. language is my love. i hate it. left me with no choices.

weekends

2007-03-23T20:35:00.000-07:00

For the past few weekends, I have been cooping myself @ home...self-reflection. However, i enjoy this kind of serenity and simple relaxation, letting my mind flows smoothly. Moreover, the noise pollution from the sea of ants irritates me to the top. And most probably, i will shift my Yoga class to weekdays too to fully enjoy myself at home. Workload has increased slightly as time goes by, but still managable.

Yesterday morning, Xian came over for interview. I pray really hard that she could get in so we could be collegues once again. Slowly, we'll try to pull in lan jiejie and liling if opportunity arises.

Had my lunch with jun in the main office's pantry. Even though it's just 25th floor, you will be totally mesmerized by the panoramic view of the blue sea. Lunching in office is simply heaven~ We chatted the usual things and updated each other on our deparmental moves. She will be in charge of takin' minutes during the next meeting. Luckily, im not in her position though we're just a few bucks different. *chuckles*

Im satisfied with my current job now as my reponsibility is not heavy as compared to jun's. Thus, allowing me to concentrate on my goals which will undertake this year. A series of changes BUT a driven and better soul of me.

key of heart

2007-03-17T20:04:00.000-07:00

fickle minded

2007-03-13T09:55:00.000-07:00

updates updates~ your princess is here with more updates on her recent activities. actually, she has been financially grounded @ home for the past one month. your dear highness has not received her lastest salary from that old shithole company. :X
no pay meaning no entertainment~ after 2 email complaints and 2 phonecalls, all she received is a chequeless payslip. wtf!! now she's typing her FINAL complaint.

so far, she's doing well in her new job, but her ongoing plan to slim down may go down the drain. Blame it on GS, the culprit, lining up with stalls selling tasty and CHEAP local food. oh well, she will try her best to overcome these temptations though. Jia you.

besides the complaint letter, ur highness is in a state of confusion now. after relocated to this new environment, she finds it convenient and the oppt to further study arises. her company will sponsor 6k and the rest by urs truly. not a bad deal afterall as their staff. as u know, princess is a fun and loving young kid at heart who wish to travel ard to meet new friends. plans to travel this year popped on her mind AGAIN~~ contemplating between serious matter and one which hold less priority, i will be cursed by friends if i choose the latter.

she has since gave it a serious thought. Basic degree means better advancement in job and MORE $$ BUT it also means serious biz for 3 bloody,long yrs. If i were to choose the latter, i could travel for 6 times in total, attend summer course overseas, and shop till i dropped dead on the ground...wahhahaha...

alright,back to serious talk now. what if i chose to take up a degree, relevant to my job nature, it also meant giving up my dream to become an interpreter/translator that is less attractive in terms of salary package. A wrong foot on the previous one turn on my fear of repeating history itself.

my heart and speech nvr tallies, not even once. what do i want??? i don no...

32C

2007-03-09T22:44:00.000-08:00

32 degree celsius !!! madness hot~

btw, Happy Birthday Lan jie jie. Marked on 10th march 2007.

Life is precious

2007-03-03T20:14:00.000-08:00

yesterday, brother and i went to catch angela's zhang mini concert at Dragonfly. so so only. First time meet up with brother this year as i was busy few months ago. Heard from him that WS was hospitalised a few weeks ago, and they suspected it was drug overdoses. luckily one of our good friend stayed up all night with her at the hospital. tada, now they are an item *chuckle* ^^)

Alright, that's not the main point. I don like my friends making silly attempts to end their life. It's not easy to juggle work , relationship and studies. Especially with added financial woes, it would be wiser to do things at your own pace and NOT OVERSTRESS your purse and health.
Take me for example, yours truly eager to enter university but income doesnt allow , what to do? i just have to save up $$ and in the meantime take up short courses like SAT /language/yoga so not to waste my youth away haha~ just my two cents worth~ d^^)

so my dear friends, if u feel left out or depressed, please don hesitate to call me, im just a RING away~ i may be held up by work but a few minutes chitchat wont kill me lah~

isshoni GAMBARIMASHO~
(let's work smart together)

yours truly,
grace

confession

2007-02-23T21:21:00.000-08:00

nothing much. just want to say "THANK YOU" to all my friends for your love, care and support.
ありがとうね　d^^)

B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y

2007-02-23T09:29:00.000-08:00

体が痛い　：’（

2007-02-04T12:58:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, we attended the healing yoga and yogalates. Yogalates is the fusion of pilates and yoga. our stamina has reached ground level so we went to True Spa for our complimentary 30mins back massage. It's was so relaxing. I was at cloud nine at that point of time. Today, im bedridden... almost. my backaches, my limbs and neck...arrrr... shall stay home today den...

John Hoon's birthday

2007-02-04T03:49:00.000-08:00

John's e-newsletter

omg

2007-01-28T07:43:00.000-08:00

life is so fragile. people i know went though the deepest pain in their live, seeing their closed ones passed away. this afternoon a taiwan actress passed away too.. though we are not related in anyway,but i feel very sad to see people living this world. so many souls departing this year. pls God, don take away anymore souls. let us celebrate this new year 2007 smoothly. amen.

First day

2007-01-27T05:26:00.000-08:00

alright, i promise to share my first yoga experience with dear friends.

every saturday, i have to go for my classes. YES. CLASSES~ you can choose from different forms of yoga, to pilates to even Bollywood dance, if any is interested. i doubt so. :X
this morning, xinpei and i went for the Yin yoga @ 8.30am. Probably because this is our first hand on yoga, alien language they uses such as "Omn" etc sounds very funny. Surprisingly, that's how the namaste Jo communicates with the students. alright, stop laughing at my ignorance. I just need a little more concentration. i like the "child position" best. Wa lah~

In between, we had 15mins break before we proceed with our HATHA yoga. Hatha means alot of body movements, snail position, snake up and down wah la la. in other words, imitating different kind of animic positions. I swear i wont go for the next Hatha until my body is flexible enough to react fast. The stretching was not easy and the fast-switching of positions is 100 times tougher. on top of that, xinpei told me Namaste omkar was sneering at our slow wittedness. ba ~ ba~ he is unmistakebly one 3LAU 2WAN 2TONG "master" i know there. d(^^)

plastic surgery

2007-01-19T00:06:00.000-08:00

OMG, look at this kim ryeon won.
this actress from kim sam soon drama had PS...
ok. im going for Plastic surgery tmr... wish me luck....

-=that's all folks=-

아　자

2007-01-13T20:28:00.000-08:00

新年快到了，本小姐的生日也快到了喔。每年，我都会许同样的愿望。希望一年比
一年过得好。新的伴侣，新的工作，新朋友，这些都已经实现了。
明天，我会递上辞呈。我会非常想念大家。幸好，我有几位好友会陪我一起"跳"，
所以不会那么寂寞。아　자 ~

Goals...

2006-12-29T23:20:00.000-08:00

So many goals but too little time to fulfill all these 2007 goals.
Here the list goes:
-------------------
1. Pick up Hanguel d(^-^)
2. Tone my spare tyre with hula-hoop EVERY morning!!!!
3. Jogging 2x a Week . die die must jog~
4. BAN clubbings and late night SUPPERS!!!!
5. AVOID the killer-SUN
6. Fall'07 Seoul-Homestay @ Eunha / Dasom's house with Joyce-ssi

AJA AJA~

cold war

2006-12-27T05:59:00.000-08:00

:'( . is that all between us? the wall that u need to break before any of us can carry on. i really hope u could understand how im feeling these past few days. the first time i cried for u, truly. the first time u played X-japan-tears just for me, i was really touched. if only u know what i said to u was all in a fit of anger. i hope time will breeze these unhappiness away..

わるいきもち

2006-12-25T05:18:00.000-08:00

さき、あの方ときもちわるくなった。。それで、わかれちゃった。
"先日の会話で、もしあなたのことを傷つけてしまったのならあやまります。　で
も、もうこれ以上あなたと友達でいることはできません。私達は、あまりにも違
いすぎます。　さようなら・・・。"と言った... .... ... ...

小胖姐有话说~

2006-12-23T03:16:00.000-08:00

太好了。明天就是平安夜，可以和心爱的人度过这个佳节。这几天我收到好多圣诞
礼物，
感到非常开心喔 8-) 。可爱的兰姐姐送了爱心cookies，爱玲姐送巧克力，temp staff送
了
会摇头的大头人给我。而 joanne大姐就送了大家好大一份的礼物--‘红炸弹’。

这个月底joanne姐就要辞呈，嫁金龟了。好羡慕啊 :$ 。。。每当月底一到，拿了
花红后，
大家就纷纷另谋高就。我好坏。本人也有这个打算。可是却有一丝不舍。跟大家相
处了一年，给我的感觉就像一家人。mr loh 就好像爸爸，sunarti好像妈妈，还有
昨天请大家
吃汤圆的siew guek阿姨，小贤，调皮的丽玲，韩妮表姐，兰姐姐，时常被我欺负的
龙哥
和jeremy, 等等。。。我们是大家庭。在这儿，我找到‘家’的感觉。

还有他，在我无聊的时候弹吉他给我听，陪我聊天，洪我开心。我觉得好幸福。
虽然会为了小事而吵，到最后他还是先付清请罪。哈哈哈。好可爱喔。小拓哉最棒
^^)

brrrr

2006-11-27T02:51:00.000-08:00

今天的天气好。。冷。。。啊。真想懒洋洋地躺在暖暖的被窝里，再泡上一杯热巧
克力。能够陶醉在这小小的幸福里，是人生一大享受。可是，今天的小胖姐患上感
冒了，鼻涕不停的流，令我感到非常厌烦呢。哎哟，老天爷，快快把病菌给我统统
消灭吧。

最近，我与好友去了vivo一淌。一阵天买东西，吃东西。哈~ 我还看中一个kipling
的包包。好漂亮的让我无心不买它呀。

外头的雨已经停了。该是时候回家了。

希望考试顺利! 加油。

小胖姐敬上。

目标

2006-11-18T08:33:00.000-08:00

兜兜转转，有被打回原地了。虽然只是短短的几个月，但我学到了很多人情世故。
人生可不是那么简单喔。唉哟! 头发又掉几十根了。。。

其实，人活着必须有个人生目标才对啊。朝着目标迈进，努力的付出，最终收割甜
美的果实。这就是人生的 CYCLE 吧。现在，我眼前有一个明确的目标---学好日语。
我希望成为一名翻译员，与世界各地的人勾通。老人家不是常常念叨吗，"活到老，
学到老"。所以，
请大家一起努力吧。加油^( )^万岁。。。

敬上，
小胖姐

~AlIvE~

2006-11-10T16:52:00.000-08:00

"im backkkkkk...." i feel as though a soldier who had just return from a battlefield. phew~

now, im blogging on my new lappie 'n' listenin to my fav music on radio blog. it feels good to search back this long-lost feelin'. Durin these lappie-less period, i have millions of grievances and complaints and how i wished i could blog out my feelins to let others understand me better. 2006 is not my year, i keep grumbling to my friends. so when will 'my' year arrive? "the earth wont stopped spinnin just because i encounter some unhappy events" two friends told me this. after doin some self-reflections, i should really get alive and out of my self-pitiness shithole.

so from now on, im gonna blog abt happy events only right. even though i do have unhappy things, i will write on the notepad and send it to recycle bin once my mood gets better. ~wonderful life~ a theme from now on.

without wastin anymore time, lemme get my first entry rollin yah~

hmm..although sensei has left us, i met a new japanese friend, Chikako-san. Currently we are on a study exchange programme whereby i will help supervise her chinese revision and she help me on my japanese exam preparation. We benefited alot from this exchange and are more confident in our conversation. i think i should head towards an interpreter's route. it's somethin that allows u to travel around with your career and just lettin ur mouth do the work. Iznt tat wonderful. haha~

back to my nihongo benkyo. mata ne~

谎言

2006-10-08T11:20:00.000-07:00

谎言往往离不开我们的人生。换句话说来说，因为某种因素使我们开始说谎。即使
是不为著到的，因为养成了这恶习，人会不废吹灰之力地吹牛。打个比方，如果遇
到一个你心议的人，而你知道彼此不会有结果。就算周围的人问倒，也要打死装蒜
说不喜欢。这就叫做吹牛吧。‘不喜欢可以装喜欢，喜欢的往往装不出不喜欢的样
子’。但是，如果往好的方面去想也不是件坏事，至少可以挽回一点自尊心。也可
以维持那单薄的友谊。对，就是要这样。坚强点。为美好的明天，微笑一个吧 :)

broke

2006-09-24T05:38:00.000-07:00

may the sky shower $$ down ...im so broke these days, paying for farewell gifts, birthday presents and my home decor stuffs. :'( And this stupid sis promised to send my pc down to me and she went back her word donno how many million times. stupid sis, curse u remain spinster for the rest of ur life :P bleah. God, pls drop me a laptop...

well, life is still going on as usual but with much freedom. i can't wait to embrace 2007 where i can carry out my travelling plan. 2007 will be a year of travelling and fun. Great to be single. Good night.

God, gimme more time pls.. :(

2006-09-02T09:09:00.000-07:00

Time really flies very fast. Many happening events just zoom past me without giving me enough time to question why. hmm.. Sensei is leaving in nov soon and will be returning japan to work. I was thinking of staying in sensei's house during the extention period with mag-san. But she told me during that week she wont be able to make it to tokyo. One thing for sure is that if the ninja company nt gg to stay in sensei's place, i will feel embarrassed if im the only one left. Therefore, the extention of my stay in japan is still not fixed.

Another happening event is the arrival of sang woo oppa. Finally he's willing to step foot on this tiny little red dot. No money to go for his Fan's meeting but he will make a public appearance at IMM tmr 5pm. I wan to join in the crowd but there's no ksw fan to acc me. Zannen. Maybe not gg ....SOB SOB SOB :'(

okaay...enough of my complains liao. nights.

a new life

2006-08-26T06:25:00.000-07:00

Finally time to sit down and update my deary brothers and sisters. Currently, im living with my senpai,whom i've known for one yr plus. She's a hospitable and caring senpai. I still rem when i first moved in, she wanted to help me paint my room. So sweet of her. But come to think of the trouble and the inexperienced of us, i declined politely.

Last week, i was busy furniture-hunting in ikea and greedy me feast out their chicken rendang over there. Thinking of the ravings that my friends gave, i can tell u it's so so only, a false illusion that sent my friends crazy over it. jialat!!!

Now, im only left with window curtains and a decent cabinet cum desk to fit my cozy little room. :) One impt thing is my pc, which i believe i can only move in next month after i bought my desk bah~

Just now i was checking my email, and this kansai homestay organizer started a mailgroup. This is gg to be an interesting and tiring trip i guess. cox we 'll be staying in kansai-osaka for the first four days and den travel up to chubu-nagoya for the remaining 6 days. Some of them have intention to extend their trip and move on to kyushuu-kagoshima.. watashi mo ikitai desu yo, motto okane ga nai desu kedo...zannen...zannen....

alright, till den see ya.

relocation

2006-08-25T20:28:00.000-07:00

Freedom... at last.. i have finally moved out of the witch dungeon. During this period, i would need time to stablize myself and adapt to this new environment. Im very grateful to my brothers and sisters who stood by my side during this difficult period of time. In the initial stage after relocation, i will feel scared and cried sometimes. But i know i have to be totally independent one day. i will continue to be a strong woman and carve out a successful career. God bless, my dearest friends and me...

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2006-08-10T11:05:00.000-07:00

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energy booster, any?

2006-08-07T09:28:00.000-07:00

during lunch, i din join the rest cox i was feeling fatigue. I just plunged head on my desk and slept for an hour. I was feeling cold then. Lan jie bought me papaya and cadbury chocolate for lunch. after a short nap, i start to feel slightly better. In the evening, i joined my sec friends for dinner , follow by movie "click" which i doze off in most of the scenes... im exhausted. tmr gg ktv with friends .... haiz... can someone lend me their shoulder to rest when im sleepy...

insomnia

2006-08-06T13:36:00.000-07:00

seriously, why the heck am i awake in this wee hours?? ive been tossing and turning on my bed, thinking abt my future and plans of moving out etc. i guess i will act on these after my japan trip. i have a colleague who went to Amro for interview as an officer and the pay they offered her is higher than a fresh grad from the IT field. If she is successful, i ask her to bring me along since the department is expanding. One con is that the location is at commonwealth. I will need to find accomodation over in the west area. Honestly, after so many months in the bank, i like the nature of the work and if Heaven is nt on my side, i still have plan B- go NIE. I dint replied to them previously becox i gt this banker job earlier. If any of this is successful, my plan to move out will soon be realize by next yr 2007. A fresh new 2007. As for the time being, i will just have to bear. As much as i wanted to move out, i have to tolerate with her for 4mths more. This yr was a tough one. I passes out even in the office toilet. i don wan to die so early. Movin out is the right choice. Although i have to be even more independent than now, my determination will prevails. i believe i can do it. Yes i can~:)

ouch~

2006-08-06T11:19:00.000-07:00

my right arm hurts. stupid me missed the step and fell down from staircase and my right arm landed on the floor first. BAKA me.. will try to cut down the movement of my right arm la. sob sob...

nr1

2006-08-05T21:20:00.000-07:00

Last night was chong-san's tanjoubi desu ne. we went to merchant court for buffet dinner and i luv the shells alot. Especially sashimi, which i rarely eat it raw, it was very fresh. Later, we strolled to this family-style cozy bar for drinks. Decent drinks ok~ karen , chong and i drank different vitaminised drink, mag san chose traditional chrysanthemun and sensei one was coke. i guess the aftermath of the vodka took effect cox i got headaches and soon after fell asleep on the cozy sofa.

The bar closes at 12am. I told sensei im taking nr1 home so both of us strolled back to city hall for nr1. We waited an hour but still no sight of the bus. During the time, we chatted and she told me she read this fortune-telling book, reading purely for fun of cox. who doesnt? haha. she was saying this book, which was written by a famous write in japan, calculated that she will be having bad luck for three yrs.. den she joked abt if she take taxi now, the nr1 will come. Cox normally the waiting time is ard 30mins. amazingly, after a min she cabbed home, the bus came... but anyway, i advised sensei not to worry too much abt this la. cox i believe our life is rule by ourself, nt by any ppl who publish some craps and giving ppl extra worries..

reached home 3am again..

mos

2006-08-04T22:14:00.000-07:00

last night sis jio me go mos. We ton till ... think is 2plus bah. When i first stepped into mos, it was so satanic. the atmosphere, smoky places...eeuuuu... but after two vodka complementary drinks, we start to get high and high, was dancing at the retro dance floor. I rem the funny thing is this man approached me, but looking at his bug's bunny teeth i couldnt stopped laughing and i shouted "NOOOOOOOOOOOO" ... sis saw his expression that he was shocked ...haha..i was too high guess. Honestly, i was not myself last night. I let myself indulge with third alcholic drinks-vodka shots which is 40cc ...so high lor... den we went smoove ... it was very hot there and we couldnt stopped dancing. Looking at my drunkard self, i stayed overnight at sis 's place.. oh, did i mentioned i saw that somebody at the entrance when i reach. I completely ignore him. im so proud of myself..

fun

2006-07-30T10:55:00.000-07:00

Today, i went klunch with TL and co. and it was crazily short, from 11am to 12.30pm. I got to sing only 30mins coz i reached there late. sian.... soon after, we headed to town for my shoes spree and lunch at pepperlunch lor, my usual fav restaurant. we yada yada there and agreed to go back yishun for the pirates movie. Xinpei joined us for the movie too ~ oh ya, talking abt the movie, i start to fell for johnny depp 's impressive acting. No doubt he's a highly paid and regarded veteran in the entertainment field. Lov ya, johnny, hehe :)

being true to urself

2006-07-29T18:55:00.000-07:00

on the bus, huifen jie chatted with me and donno how and when the subject change to my family. i was appalled that i can tell her honestly without any difficulties. i hate lying to my friends who are my greatest assets in life. On the contrary, i don want to tell them things i don wish to share with. Hence, i may looked arrogant to some of them, ignoring the topic. well, besides besty Qian and sis Tar, Huifen jie is the forth person whom i can relay to at ease. oh well, i shall stop here else i will start weeping like Martha marcy...

despicable ppl

2006-07-29T09:02:00.000-07:00

OMG~ u wont believe this. i was surfing my friendster just now and notice this pyramid ppl added fengjie and send her testimonial. omg~ super di xiao my friends one. imm i deleted them. how could they use such underhand methods. basket!

lost in joo chiat

2006-07-29T07:50:00.000-07:00

last night had dinner with tracy and co. at sakura la, my first visit though. Honestly the food nt very nice lor. nvrm la, just to reunion with sis since our last meeting few mths back.

today, i went shopping with fizah. Yippy~ nt me but cheering for fizah cox she managed to get sth she likes while me went home empty handed. Shopping on a weekend is really not enjoyable.
after shopping, i rushed down to joo chiat cc for my interview. GREAt attempt to explore this unfamilar area. Ended up lost in katong area, walking rd and rd the private estates. immd, i sos huifen jie and she guided me patiently over the phone. Yokatta desu ne. finally i reach there with a melted makeup, perspired dreaded look. bah! While waiting for my turn, I saw this guy, who is also gg for kansai homestay. he shared with me abt the summer camp in US. hmm~

Anywhere, the outcome of the interview will be released two days later. time for beauty sleep.

updates again

2006-07-26T09:34:00.000-07:00

sunday was a feast day. Eating good food from noon to night. First, i met up two old classmates to make my new spectacle @ dream. They displayed a wide array of plastic spectacles to branded labels like BUM. I chose a red and black combi ones. But I cld only collect it one hour later. Hence, we proceeded to lunch @ my fav restaurant Sofra for Pidee, dumpling soup at nearby famous restaurant, followed by dessert at nearby stall too. Sinful me ate two desserts consecutively. Yum yum~~

After collection, we had to go separate ways since i need to attend my sunday mass @ novena church. It was a swevltering evening that i dozed off after the gospel segment. Probably the heavy lunch took effect too quickly ya. nth special after mass, just seeing some parents from St michael's pri raising fund for charity.

Soon after mass ended, i strided with big steps to MRT station as i was LATE for my next appt with Fengjie, brother and JH. We ate at Newyork Newyork, a newly opened restaurant. Dear missy me had a pathetic overcooked, shrinked veggie lasagne and buffloe wings. The rest were wolfing down large servings of pastas with spareribs and drumsticks. Sinful sinful~

Next, they acc me to look for winterwears at suntec. I managed to find some decent trenchcoat but no suitable sweaters caught my eyes yet. Hmm. still a few mths to go,so no worries man~We parted at the junction where co proceeded with their next programme-billard. As for me, as usual, no late nights so i just went home straight.

desaru

2006-07-22T09:50:00.000-07:00

hot hot hot~~ desaru 's climate is so warm. Co. and me went there by chartered bus. To-and-fro the trip, the tourguide played i not stupid 2 movie on board. Although it's just a one day excursion, we did so many fun and exciting things that two rolls of toilet paper also cannot finish, haha. Main pt is fruits buffet, seafood dinner and Catching fireflies and bring lives one back to SG are the most enjoyable program on the inteneries. Though we passed by Jusco, we had no chance to shop. haiz. ok la. at least now i have two fireflies exploring my room. Hope they will survive tmr's daylight. hehe....

laughter

2006-07-20T10:03:00.000-07:00

ninja class is full as laughter as usual. u know wat sensei means when she says "mareshia yakitori". she actually meant SATAY~~ nice name man~ that nishi sensei even better man. she called "goreng pisang" as "tempura banana". Win liao~ muahahahahahhaa

shitty

2006-07-18T17:38:00.000-07:00

shit. i tot this lump of shits had gone for months but i dint expect today. i ended up taking emergency leave unwillingly. im left with no choice. when can i be totally free from that shit???
i want to be free and live in a new environment where noone knows who i am. pls spare me from this old shit that i have struggled for the past twenty yrs . i told myself several times to be strong, i did. But i can't totally be shit-free unless that lump of shits is gone, gone and gone forever and ever. I may break down anytime if the shit keeps impending... ... i wanna cry.

shocking

2006-07-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

today as usual , i boarded this crowded bus and stood beside the driver throughout the journey. There was this gal, assume she's from TP cox of the red lanyard and her dressing looks kiddish. Well anyway, that's nt the main pt. The bus ride is abt 25 mins and throughout the journey, she had her ears stucked with music, and keep "diao-ing" me. If u know me, i wont diao back lor, but just yawn at that person. when the bus was reaching the terminal, she suddenly squat down and cried. Wat the hell~ ppl donno tot she bus-sick or wat. The bus driver pass me Suan mei and ask me to feed her. -_-" Almost everyone's eyes were fixed at us. So i just did obediently but the gal rejected and keep on weeping. malu me just passed the suan mei back to uncle lor. Wat the hell was she thinking?? If she has bus sick , she shld have taken other modes of transport mah, why break down the last min when we're abt to reach the terminal in min time. basket!!~@@

three days passed

2006-07-16T08:30:00.000-07:00

mailed out on thur and now is sunday. They shld have received it le bah. maybe the postman corked up $@#$%@%#$% choy~~~ touchwood... haiz... im still waiting... when are u gg to reply me... haiz.. i have no patience ... haiz .... haizzz.....

Congratulations

2006-07-14T19:27:00.000-07:00

Omedetto, Linda-san. Finally ROM le. Managed to catch her in msn during the daytime. Cox now is nighttime in Washington, i presumed~~ She said she misses her friends and family in Singapore. We miss ya too gal~ :) If got time next yr Fall, i shall go visit u ya :)

GREAAATTO. oh ya, i attended his lesson for the very first time. And when he called out my name without refering to the classlist, i was shocked and abit thrilled of cox. I cannot imagine he's the kind of person who can wiped out 30 plates of sushi, does michael jackson stunts and plays badminton. He's not handsome but diffuse an amount of charisma in him. I don have crush in him okay~ just curious abt him. bleah :P

sotong

2006-07-14T07:28:00.000-07:00

aiyo , i think im more attached to pc than my cellphone. just now i received ailing's email, topic is her staff pass. sotong me incidentally took her staffpass home. ARG. immediately, i switch on my cellphone with her urgent msg. Gomen ne~ I was in a hurry to go home. Alot of things to do at home sia~. Oh ya, the Desaru trip next saturday is confirmed, finally ya. I will be gg with Ailign and co. The committe planned well, covering places like crocodile farm, fireflies farm (*^*), seafood lunch, buffet dinner, fruit farm etc blah blah. Ok lah, i decided to go since i got company mah. A short holiday after so many months of work. Well, i'll be more excited over my year end block leave of 3 weeks in december~ cool nia. im gg to ... SECRET ** :P

japanese husband

2006-07-12T20:28:00.000-07:00

today im on my third leave. I just mailed out my application. Hopefully everything goes on smoothly **praying very hard**.

Now im tune on to 95.8fm, Dong Fa Bi Li 's programme. Now they are discussing whether a japanese guy would make a good husband. Besides the DJ, he also invited a guest on-air, Ms Chenyi,who is adamant to marrying a Jap. Well, from my point of view, Japanese guys would make a good lover but come to talk about lifelong companion... someone whom you can converse comfortably would be the right choice.

For me, I wont be excited over Singaporean guys or Malaysian guys. However, i'll be overjoyed seeing Mixed blood ang mohs, Japanese, korean, etc. Especially those with colored eyes, beautiful hazel eyes. Kool~

In my own opinion, some Singaporean guys, between the age of 18 to 28, are so immature, act cool, spendthrift and a smart alec. haiz...

Aquarius About Your Sign...

2006-07-11T09:17:00.000-07:00

LIKES
Fighting for Causes
Dreaming and Planning for the Future
Thinking of the Past
Good Companions
Having Fun

DISLIKES
Full of Air Promises
Excessive Loneliness
The Ordinary
Imitations
Idealistic

骗人!

2006-07-07T22:37:00.000-07:00

这是一个谎言的世界。美丽的传说都是哄白痴的自己。
小时候，姐姐就不应该买灰姑娘的故事书给我。我是多么的相信这个世界
是有多美好的，期待会有位骑士来拯救灰姑娘。骗人!
社会渐渐的被黑暗笼罩。坚持的信念也逐渐得威落。害怕，我非常害怕。
我再也不能像以往那么坚强了。沉默吧。

OISHIIIIIIII~~

2006-07-06T09:41:00.000-07:00

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dilemma

2006-07-03T09:43:00.000-07:00

After work, i went hunting for trenchcoat and a bigger luggage. Although the trip is 4mths away, im already looking forward to it. Hot spring, Universal studio, Disneyland, and the family that i'll be staying with really excite me to the max.

Also, there will be a orientation camp held locally on 15-16nov, which is complusory. And i'll be away from 16dec to 26dec, flight details to be finalised by august. The worrying part is i have aerophobia~ Luckily senpai is coming along too~ Phew~ .

Come to think of it, Boots~ i need boots with heels~ Did some research at the mango website, seeing what's IN for this winter. Fashion sense is a must!! must !! over there. Compact Powder too~

List List ~ argg , my prepation list is growing longer and longer now... ...

superman returns

2006-07-02T08:03:00.000-07:00

im so obsessed with superman ~ crazy me downloaded the wallpaper and screensaver of superman~ obsessive woman~

bad me

2006-07-01T09:24:00.000-07:00

last night's steamboat porridge was amusin' cox no or very little porridge could be seen. that uncle said "they" had "melted". We roared with laughter at his response.

Today, i received an unexpected msg. Met up with huifen-san to watch king and the clown.
The show was nt bad but i can't stand man kissing man, extremely gross. After the movie, we shopped ard in orchard and enjoyed our curry rice from isetan supermarket. Senpai shared one good news with me, and upon hearing this i was really excited. But that also means i have to let Xinpei down. To choose between this two things, I would rather follow my senpai. At least Xinpei has not planned when i questioned her so many times about it. It wld be a great experience for me in a new environment. Next, senpai and i went searching for trenchcoat, which we saw one at WAREHOUSE costing $147~ The design is nice but i'll have to wait till the end of GSS, hoping the price will drop further~

My motivation for the scarf is tune on once again. Knitting o Ishokenme Ganbarimasu~

happy reunion

2006-06-29T09:14:00.000-07:00

painful, my little toetty were hurted badly by a reckless middle-aged colleague<- but donno which dept he's from. anyway due to his recklessness, i nearly lost my two toes to the glass doors. My vengence still presence but i cannot rememeber that ugly fellow 's face. ARG~
cuts on my toes~ argg... in the midst of recuperation now.

well, happy things to share now. uhm~ this month i presume it's reunion month bah~ cox tmr meeting jotitude for porrigde steamboat~ YEH~ this sunday 's superman return with fizah-san. And most impt, next week's is Meg-san's tanjoubi~ Omedetou. yet anth steamboat but with ninja-tachi. SUgoi~ and next next week will be my besty Qianling's bday. Uhm~ she 's treating me to some exotic restaurant to eat wor. Cool~ Happy july~

prank

2006-06-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

last night, peili-san and i watched omen, which first played in 1976 i heard. Anyway, the sound effect was already discouraging us to watch but the most terrifying part was when we stepped into the theatre, only two indian men sitted separately. Plus two of us ladies, iznt that scary enough. The thought of them jumping at us with their knifes during the screening ...alright, i think too much. haha.. therefore, i was the joker throughout the show making lame jokes out of the scenes we saw~ tension stabilizer, if you would say.

Chanoma Gals

2006-06-25T08:49:00.000-07:00

Minna, u really got to watch this. Vivian Hsu and the other jyosei hosting this Chanoma gals with the special guest starring GACKT~ He is damn hilarious~ *rolling on de floor*

http://youtube.com/watch?v=JN6mgXnn52w&search=vivian%20hsu

いろいろ思い出す

2006-06-23T10:21:00.000-07:00

first was pauline, follow by linda san. now mag-san. *sigh*
どうして?? 俺はぜんぜんわからない.
今三人がいるね.
マークさんがこなくて, 俺はだんだんさびしくなります.
実は,あなたはおもしろくて,いい人だとおもいますね.
ときどき,彼女は授業にじょうだんするのはたのしみました.
マークにいろいろなおせわをいいてあげます.
"きをつけて,マークちゃん"

one kilo

2006-06-22T09:53:00.000-07:00

one kilo? wat's that? i weighed myself just now and from 45, it dipped to 44kg~ amazing.

alright, im so happy cox i definitely need to lose weight before going to taiwan cox i might be binge on the good foods in the night markets . ^_^ one kg lost per month~ yokatta desu ne~

am i ?

2006-06-18T04:10:00.000-07:00

just not long ago, someone told me that im "mysterious"... well to tell u frankly, im sabrina ~~ haha~ joking joking~ i don have supernatural powers. But come to think of it, if only i have magic, i can turn that obasan into statue and shut her mouth forever~ muahahaha...

*sigh* xmas is soon to arrive... my half-done scarf is still kept hidden in my drawer... im afraid to finish it cause ...... for they said the first scarf is meant for .....

tired. oyasumi~

white lie

2006-06-16T19:49:00.000-07:00

a white lie it may seems
innocent as it can be
afterall it's too, a lie
we all detest and hate

still thy soul that lies within
unprepared to trust any
hence a lie was made
to protect thy secret
equally as dear as life

distant it may seems
but thy maiden believes
someday oneday
a heart to heart
revealations of truth
arrive, it will be

バかの日

2006-06-15T09:34:00.000-07:00

きょうは休みだ。でも、へやに何もしなくて、つまらな~
それに、沢山宿題はまだできない、どうすれば~
だれか手伝ていないか~ **ないています** :'(

空

2006-06-13T09:42:00.000-07:00

星亮忧心空
失眠莫望者
思绪如丝绸
足迹般浮现
固锁单一心
只因知己晓

great movies

2006-06-09T22:34:00.000-07:00

superman returns... RV... the Omen... Almost Love... and many many more. This month is more like a Movie mania than a GSS fever. i wanna watch all these~~~~

kinship

2006-06-09T10:28:00.000-07:00

now chatting with bro over in msn. caught me in surprise though cox now he's in camp. anyway, did share with him how we all notice his change of attitude;from good to worst. He tried explaining his amounting of stress he received from camp, his mum 's poor health etc. I understand the feeling when ur nearest kin is leaving and u are left struggling on ur own.

Last time, bro played the role of counsellor when i poured my sorrows abt the J's issue. Now, it's my turn to cheer him up. I must say im a good mentor :) . Bro, what 's done is done. I don want you to brood over the gossips they talked behind ur back. Try to mend ur mistake and Explaination always make matters worst. So save ur breathe, yeah~ we will try to understand you and hoping u change slowly for a better self. God bless :)

contract

2006-06-09T09:32:00.000-07:00

damn! he is gg to renew my contract, that's what he told me a few days ago. U think i will be overjoyed by this news. Sorry, u are wrong. U have absolutely no IDEA how i wished to be converted to PERM instead. My bonus GONE~~~~. Gonna bear for another contract term. My satisfaction level has dropped after the transition within the dept. From 4days leave application to now, 1day of Successful leave application. I need a longer break man. At least gimme 3days to samui island, feeding myself with seafood in my sarong. MADNESS~

I have been consoling myself that I am the lucky sheep out there whilst my colleagues 's leave application were REJECT TOTALLY. how sad~ im not being sacarstic alright.

Management wise is so so but the relegation of duties is TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE and UNBELIVABLE.

another unhappy event to grumble about. Recently alot of ppl approached me. IT's network marketing again, in short PYRAMID. Do not correct me if im wrong, cox that's the IMPRESSION they left me. I confessed i ONCE was from this PYRAMID thingy, honestly, a DORMANT member but NOW i have totally RESIGNED from all this nonsense. "how to grow rich EXPONENTIALLY","not resign ur FATE to being an employee 4 all ur life" etc blah blah u wld hear from them.

Im a easily contented person, i don need to grow rich or watsoever. Don try to tempt me with all your luxurious promises for i will not be easily shaken. I will just act as though im awed for the purpose of entertaining you ppl. I wld rather be a catholic nun than being part a member of such PYRAMID. i rather be poor than rich, for the blessed poors is the kingdom of heaven.

Phew~ what a naggy entry. Hoping for a better tmr~

saturday

2006-06-03T19:57:00.000-07:00

hmm, nth much happenings on saturday. Stepped out my house in the morning, just to meet lianjie in orchard. After the brief appt, we strolled to Dhouby Xchange, wanted to try out the new Pepper Lunch Express over there. The meals are very cheap starting from $4plus onwards. Well, i tried the "atsu atsu curry rice" and immediately i gave an awful comment. As compared to fav curry rice at Capitol Bldg, this one is totally out!!!

oh yah, i spotted an outlet near the istana there, where they sell factory-rejected branded clothes. From Americanya to abercrombie to hallister etc. Very cheap!! soon after our meals, lianjie has to meet up her jerk hubby (i have my reason for calling him jerk cox he make lianjie to feed the dog and do the laundry before letting her step out of the house<-MCP!!!) . Tat's why i always say to myself, why tied yrself down so early. I prefer enjoying my life with nobody to restraint me from going anyway or doing anything. Cheers To Freedom!!!

Still early for Xinpei's party, i decided to return home soon after buying her present. Napped for a few hrs and went out again. At the chalet, i was surprised to see not a single soul from my sec school, apart from the one who went with me. Maybe they have other impt appts i guess. Well, after a brief stay, i left the chalet for my 3rd appt on sat. Busy busy me~ Ikomarians outin at Sofra. Hurray.. Next we went Manotti for our usual dessert breaks. I enjoyed myself very much during our dessert breaks cox we wld usually chat our boys , future husband and travellings etc.

Indeeed, i enjoyed the last appt. hoping more outings yah~nite nite

"家庭日"

2006-05-26T22:58:00.000-07:00

哎喲﹐上個禮拜真倒霉﹐看到不想看到的人。其實﹐我也沒什麼留意到他﹐是朋友往我後面一指﹐才發現這熟悉的臉孔。彼此都在用餐﹐所以也沒大招呼甚麼得。以前時常用
"色狼"地稱呼他﹐恐怕他也不敢跟我打招呼。

"是否他也留意到我"﹐這句話四年前可能會從我口中聽到吧。

昨晚﹐我跟老朋友用餐時這樣地告訴她我的不幸。"回憶是美好的﹐可不要把回憶想成遺憾﹐遺憾自己所後悔的事" 老朋友這麼坦白的念道。是啊! 我的字典裡再也不會出現 "後悔" 這兩個字了。

晚飯過後﹐老朋友與我到<<天地>>租了基本漫畫。amk 的漫畫屋比起 northpt 的﹐簡直是小巫見大巫。本想在那兒多泡一會兒,可時間不允許啊~ 得馬上趕回家看<<大長今>>。
就這麼度過無聊的"家庭日"。

are u the one

2006-05-20T08:57:00.000-07:00

tell me if u love me, tell me if u don
i will not be waiting forever
till my head turns grey and
knitting with a pair of wrinkled hands

love may be recipocrated, love may be not
watever it is, regret will live in u
if u don profess ur love for her

p/s:lovely poems created by ms grace hehe...

aeroplane

2006-05-20T07:24:00.000-07:00

ganna fly aeroplane this afternoon...was supposed to meet up fizah to watch Mi3 today but she stood me up!!! HMPH! haha..im not angry at all cox she got held up by her lectures..students must set their studies as their top prior mah....but sometimes these professors are such a pain in the neck!! :X

anyway, i spent the day shopping alone in Far EAst and ... u can call me a shopping queen yar. In such a short afternoon, i spent a few hundred bucks on clothes and shoes. hey, ive curbed my shoppping fever for a whole mth, now is the time to spend, especially when GSS is here. For ladies, noda and ba pin have just released a few new ballerina shoes and lovely low heels suitable for workwear, the cheapest costs only $19.90. i went back to code red where junior and i shopped last week. previously, i tried the beige princess top but today i bought the other simalar black princess top which comes with a brooch. Junoir said that this princess top fits me better. haiz. too bad junoir is not here or else two shopping queens sure sweep the whole goods of far east. *Bleah* :P tata

E730c

2006-05-19T13:59:00.000-07:00

while surfing the net for stylish 3G phones, M1 pages shows that E730c is currently OFS. unbelievable. come to think of it, my current clamshell has almost all the function EXCEPT 3G where i can use when im travelling overseas. uhm.. uhm...

updates

2006-05-19T10:18:00.000-07:00

im back with more updates..uhm...if u still rem how my previous blog looks like, it has this "under constuction".gif, well now it IS still under constuction. Ive design a couple of templates but things got cork up eventually. my dreamweaver has run out of trial...EXPIRED!!! therefore i cannot find the coordinates for the image map...arrgGG...quite frustrated. i'll have to wait for my friendz to lend me their copies.

enough for the explaination. now, coming to the geeze ... my 5th month in this company. amazing iznt it. alright, i lied .. that's not the main pt. IT is abt this ADJUSTMENT happening in my company. not that im going to tell u the confi and ultra sensitive izzues. This liling, she had her wish come true. Her manager converted her to perm. Under normal circumstances, contract staff will have to serve at least 2 yrs before converting to a PERM but she spent 6mths here only. im not jealous,im not jealous,im really NOT JEALOUS, ok~

next ...Today, we got hold back for 2hrs ...why?? the P dept has finally welcomed us with their ams wide open.. bullshit man, it's the oppz. When we stepped into our new environment, we can feel the stagnant air engulf our bodies in a spiralling manner, like an invisible cloth, ready to tore our necks apart....hard to breathe.....err.. ok ...a bit too far fetch. Just feeling buey shong, cox all we see is a sea of grey hair uncles and uncanny malay aunties who are going to be our colleagues, offically from next monday onwards. Haiz. i will miss the laughter from the C dept and the pretty pictures from the W dept. ...sob sob... and one major shift is tat this MR O is gonna be my new officer. like his name, he's old la. don know him and donno how to ice break with him lei...he looks pretty strict machiam he's gonna cane u anytime...bleah!

next next... last week was all work and work and work but did make some new friends though :)
had aloe vera and sandwich for my slimming regime. Hey, ive been doin that religiously hor, so shld not be a problem to see a few inches off my waistline hehehehe..4mths more to taiwan trip...really excite...yeh...back to dreamland..nite nite.

another farewell

2006-05-11T10:08:00.000-07:00

today's is karen jie's last day. leelan ,junoir and i shared a small gift for karen jie,thanking for her guidance these few months. She has been a great manager, correcting our mistakes, especially me who always make the most mistakes in the past. Junior told me that there's no Da chang jin tonight, therefore we went to far east gai gai. Finally, i bought this sling bag made from korean de. kinda cute with doggy pictures. A bit heartache but at least it's cheaper than my previous billabong handbag. and this sat gonna enjoy a shopping spree with sister . just now at far east, i found that there are two Sheer Romance, one in the basement and the other on the second floor. I love their things, so kawaii and kinda ex, Bagged some back though. alright, shall enjoy my long beauty sleep now. Happy vesak day~

holiday

2006-05-09T16:51:00.000-07:00

我愛大長今。這部戲劇非常好看﹐好看的不得了。看著一位﹐貧民不屈不撓彈得精神﹐值得大家學習的。
昨天感冒﹐所以請了病假。原本該好好在家休養﹐可是我不甘心這麼無聊的浪費這美好的一天。結果與一位至從5歲就認識的朋友逛街。好羨慕她啊。現在是一位空姐了﹐可以到處看這個世界。我們到了timezone,就瘋狂的玩。在旁人的眼光﹐一定是覺得我們非常幼稚吧。
接著就收到一位老朋友的簡訊。好開心。10月尾﹐我會與朋友們到台灣玈行。

母親節快樂

2006-05-06T23:50:00.000-07:00

5月14日。這個節日。。。一生期盼能度過的節日﹐是多麼遙不可即啊。只能祈禱遠方的她身體健康。那就好了。

no lesson

2006-05-04T09:48:00.000-07:00

有好幾天沒上網了。這幾晚一看完大長今﹐就托着惺忪的身子往被窩躲。上個禮拜﹐我借了最新兩本的魔法水果籃。讀着讀着,心裡有好多感觸。達從心裡非常羨慕小透可以從小就得到父母的寵愛。雖然父母被老天帶到天國去﹐她還是沒被忽略啊。過後﹐她還糊塗的發現了十二生肖的秘密﹐與草蘑家族發生不少趣事。間接地﹐小透似乎是解除詛咒的領環。
雖然不能立刻得到十二生肖的歡迎﹐可是當一天天的過去﹐大家開始發現小透是個不要求回報﹐而肯憑自己的命為大家付出的朋友。所以﹐大家慢慢地接受小透。再一次﹐小透又感覺到家的溫暖。啊夾貓的保護與由希王子的關懷﹐紫吳先生的冷笑話﹐棄沙的仰慕等等﹐好幸福啊。如果人生似漫畫裡的該多好。我願想像我的人生裡充滿美好的事物。我的朋友都是好人。

Jewel Song

2006-04-30T17:12:00.000-07:00

Jewel Song

WOW WOW…www

HEY DO YOU REMEMBER?
ふたり出逢った
TIME GOES BY　季节と同じ匂いさ
まるで君は光のように
YOU'RE MY JEWEL
仆に微笑みかけてた
ふざけたり　时には喧哗もした
爱が何かも　わからないで
YES DO YOU REMEMBER?　やっと気づいた
JEWEL IN MY HEART　君に向かうこの気持ち

どんなふうに见つめたなら　伝えられるだろう
その笑颜を　几つも知りたくて
迷いながら　结びながら
时を越えて　DREAMS COME TURE
いつの日にも　君は永久(とわ)の辉き
WOW WOW…

NO I CAN'T FORGET YOU　かけがえのない
DEAR MY JEWEL　友达や家族みたい
寒い朝寄せ合う　白い息が　伝える想い　信じていて
SO I CAN'T FORGET YOU　不思议なくらい
JEWeL IN LOVE　爱しさがあふれて来る
どれ位の　时がふたり　包み込むだろう
数えきれぬ　出来事を撙螭优しい春　眩しい夏　淋しい秋…冬も
约束する　君のそばで眠ろう
WOW WOW…HU HU…